BeLieVe In YouRSelF!!

2 more paper and I'm done - no more school, no more school uniform, no more extra classes, no more annoying classmates, no more homework, less stress. but the 'no more' things makes a solitary, melancholic, and boring me. what to do? I plan to read a lot of books, watch Korean drama, watch TV 24/7, play games and planting some flowers - for real. thinking of my 'to-do-list-after-school-end', twisted my stomach. uhhhhh. ~~
it haven't end yet, yet i miss it do damn much - the 'no more'. I can't believe it ends so fast - 15 years. WOW!! 0.0




not yet la. still long way to go. but think of it. you spend almost all your life times for it and yet it feels just like yesterday. You have mixed feeling towards school. " My school, my home". at home you learn a lot of lessons and so do at school. you sleep at home so do at school. you eat at home and same goes at school. you play, jump there and there, sing that and this, say 'yes' and 'no', you cry you laugh and you even shout out loud. 


aaahhhhhh.. me being sentimental. need to stop.


anyway, i've been thinking of writing a short story. need to do a lot of research for that. wish me luck!^^


few more minutes before 6. I'm off to KFC!!Yeahhh..kna blnja..XD

Bored. Bored. Bored ~~

Just stopped my spinning head from walking in a journey with pens, alphabets and white sheets. 
Then I found a machine that has a wonderful function which I used to take this things. XD

He does look sweet but he bother me with his powerful ability that can 

makes my head and my heart races.

My monstrous monster.

What the *&^% is she doing?

And again I met these creatures. What are they doing? I am insane or they're annoying?

Pinky Bear meets Ms. Kutut, then her Bow felt from her head,

then she stole my birthday gift from Teetha.

Bad Pinky Bear..~~

 Anyway, got to go. Times up!! aiya. 

Headache, headache, here I come..~~

Ant Bites!!

Last Saturday ( Oct 8 ), I've been bitten by an ant. wow!!hebat taw.. macam yang kena allergic lagi ne. Merah2 bengkak all over my body!! Sodi!! 
sa kana gigit tym tengah hari (mulau..mcm urg gila lagi sa mingkukut) trus pg Ay, mlm makan sup nahhhhh...tambah sandi.bengkak muka sa!The mums ( aunts Porina, Nauline, Ronnie, Jelinah ) suruh sa ambil itu Daing ( sort of Sirih ), bru kc sapu d  badan.hahaha..


i cant stand it, so I asked my Mummy to fetch me to Hospital, then kana jarum d tangan bah!!XD


sa kana suruh tunggu sampai tu rashes sa hilang, but well do you expect me to wait until it gone ( yg satu badan ada? )? no way! sa kna panggil for the second times and da bg prescription then I go home. nda juga sa kana suruh pulang but he didn't asked me to stay. Haha. tp oke2 sda d. tp sa ngantuk tlmpau!!


the next morning, sa bangun, oke2 sudahlah. skali mo p ambil ubat d Farmasi, tutup bh pula. bru p d dua klinik tp gyla ramai urang!! jd sa sampai rumah tiiiidddduuuuuurrrrrrrrr... jam2 sa bangun trus pg mandi Daing. wwwwooooooowwwww!! sa trus sembuh!!mcm magic..XD 


hahahahahaha..sa gumbira sudah d..


tp kn AY klmrin yg paling menang.. kmi p d saaaaaannnnnnnnnnaaaaaa Lingkabau dekat2 Gana.. siukk uhhhh.. sejuk mcm d Kundasang!!XD 
nanti sa kc tingu gambr..XD

Blue Sky. .

I remembered how blue the sky was. And you should too. Dark came by but nothing will ever replace my memories about blue skies. I just want you to know that it will never fade...

The storm may come, the cloud may cover it, and the night will make it disappear but none would ever steal my blue sky.

I can feel the breeze and the thunders are striking from above, but the pictures of blue sky never leave.

I, maybe living in a new world where there’s hope for tomorrow’s blue sky but it can be just hope. It had been raining all the times. Sometimes with storm or thunder, but there are times I saw the sun shines and the skies turned blue. I know for sure I hoped it will last – even with drizzle. I won’t mind.

How it feels like been given a second change for walking in a green field with summer buds on it, blue sky above it and a stream passing it through? I get the picture but would I ever capture it?

Walking in the rain may sounds great but you’ll catch a cold if you keep doing it – and I hate walking in the rain. Even so, I’ll keep walking and won’t turn back until I see the blue sky. Even if I can’t see it above me at least I did try to be there – saw it from here.

Oh, I miss looking at the blue skies from my window - when I won’t have to walk in the rain, catching a cold and running to the higher places for a glimpse of a blue sky.  

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Dogs

1

Bingo : If 4 dogs are crossing a river, how many dogs are crossing it? 

Doggie : 4?

Bingo : Naahhh.. It's uncountable..

Doggie : ha? How is that ever possible?

Binggo : You forgot to count for 'dogs-fleas'. hahahahaha..

Doggie : @#$%^&*..

2

Bingo : If 4 dogs are crossing a river, how many dogs are crossing it? 

Doggie : 4.

Bingo : Naahhh.. It's uncountable..

Doggie : ha? How is that ever possible?

Binggo : You forgot to count for 'dogs-fleas'. hahahahaha..

Doggie : No. You are wrong. I bathed the dogs before they crossed the river. So, there are only 4 dogs crossing it.

Bingo : !@#$%^&

Melancholic. .

Things changed in a blink of an eye when u turned ur life upside down. I don't even know which should I lending-a-shoulder to. This thing stabs me. Straight to my heart! Its feel like I'm doing it on my own.

aaarrrgggghhh.. Sorry for her or support the other her? Well, it's may sound simple to you, but this 2 her are sort of my bestie..What to do? I couldn't agree for the other her. I, on my own can't even handle seeing 'them' what makes you think she can? WHHHYYY!!!!

Things Annoyed Me

1. Unnecessary Information

Almost everyone loves to read ‘that’ newspaper. It kinda good but I’m not really in it. It’s not that I don’t like reading newspaper but ‘that’ kind of newspaper won't do me any good. It tells about artist and a little bit about news about environment and so on compared to New Sabah Times which only provide a page about artist and gives a lot of benefits. I’m not saying it is wrong to read it, well, it’s their choice. Who am I to complain? But what is the purpose of reading artists lifestyle, their scandals, theirs affair and so on? Instead of reading their ‘gossip’ why don’t they read about their achievement?

2. Natural Fear??

I’ve read this text in a psychology book.

Two weeks ago, a bunch of girls were walking over to Alumni Hall for lecture. It was about 7:30 at night and we were walking through the parking lot behind the bell tower. Suddenly a little mouse scuttled across a puddle we were walking around. Perhaps you can imagine the reaction of ten girls: about two were merely interested and rather curious, one said “oh, how cute!” but the rest of us responded with some expression of fear and apprehension, whether it was a scream or a simply a shudder.

Later, I began to think about our reactions. Why should I want to turn and flee from timorous little thing who is at least fifty times smaller than I? After some thought, I’ve decided that it is doubtful that female fear of mice is instinctual, like cat’s desire to go after a bird. If fear of mice is a learned attitude, from whom or where did I learn it?

Toilet is the first place I visited during recess. Few weeks ago, when I was about to entered the toilet I heard a scream. Guess what, someone was screaming because she saw a jumping frog. The frog was brown and cute. Have you ever heard someone who is formally dead because of a jumping frog? None hu. Then, what to scream for? But I don’t blame them. I had my own fear too – but not that kind. The worst part was all of her friends do the same. Are all of them scared of the little frog or because they are girls and girl suppose to avoid, scream and afraid of that kind of adorable amphibian? 

3. Couple

I’m sorry but I hate some of it. Again, “S.O.M.E”. They are absolutely blind. Some of them do but some survive. Early in this morning, I saw a girl holding a folio and waiting for her boy to come and pick it. Okaylah if they wanted to do it together. But what if she finished it and he copied it? Which is better, a girl does her boyfriend’s homework or a girl helps her boyfriend to finish his homework? Which shows a greater love? Ha! I’m talking about love! Lame! Me? Jealous? Not even a bit.

Anyway, last night some one confessed his love to me. Wakakaka! His words were full of liar, description about himself. Are any of his words true? I don’t know and I don’t hell care.

Anyway, the things I hate about them was when a girl found out that her boy cheated on her and she still wanted him even he does it a few times. Ya, some deserve second changes but not all the time. Let me tell you a story. A girl, let us called her as A and another girl, as B are sharing a boy as their boyfriend. This boyfriend has a lot more girlfriends and B too and A is kinda loyal but she is thinking of finding someone else but still confused about her feeling. So both of the girls are fighting for that boy and B doesn’t fight because she loved him but because she doesn’t want to be defeated by A. A wanted the boy because she was ‘in love’ with him. – I guess. A was thinking of dropping out of school because she can’t concentrate on her studied, because of him and B leave her boyfriend-she-love-the-most to win that fight. Do tell me any of their actions show what L.O.V.E is. 

im done!