Saturday, April 30, 2011

The End of April^^ (BengKoka)

Saturday, April 30, 2011 0

It’s the end of April. Today activities were fantastic. Bengkoka maree!! Early in the morning I was really upset because I can’t tie my hair well.hahaha. What a lame excuse. For AY activities, suppose we were having bible quizzes but then we change our mind. Yup, absolutely!! Bengkoka. The scene, W.O.W!! love it so much! If I were a photographer I would captured the wonderful scene. The scene became superb after 6. The sky, sun and sea are marvelous! The sea seems floating in the air. The sky was in yellowish and orange. The sea was calm, the sun almost gone but still insight. W.O.W. 

Tis lovely couple are asking someone to capture them. Well, they are like puzzle. 
so, tis picture is a dedication to her(my bestie).
hopefully, their love will last.^^

tis is me and Kelie. thanks to Hazel Cassie for capturing tis wonderful pic.

Teta got tis natural beauty. but i on the other hand, hu. 

why!!leg. .

Thursday, April 28, 2011

11 Hints for Life

Thursday, April 28, 2011 0
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Finally. .

Finally, I know the truth. That I am stupid for waiting someone that once mine but now belong to someone else. Then I won’t have to think who that lucky girl is because I know it was not her. oklah. No wonder these few days I kept thinking of him. I dreamt he hates me so much, twice, in reality too. Well, it indicates that I knew he hates me but I don’t to think that way. So my dream tells me not to hope for something impossible.
It been two years but the pain are still the same. Why? Can somebody please give me a relevant explanation?  
But still, why hates me? Is that I am really what you called as “K.U.M.A.N”? I don’t understand about this love sick thing but I hate it so much!
But anyway, congrats! Really do. You deserve someone better. You are a great guy. Wish you luck.^^

Yesterday I checked on Annette’s pictures. Then I found this.

This is what I feel. But I don’t mind. I don’t wish it will become better. For if that happen, I on the other hand will hope more. It is good then. I’ll forget about you and go to my own way. It may take times for me to forget everything but I believe, someday.

Starting from today, I wont check on the gifts you give me, I’ll delete your pictures in my cell phone, I’ll stop telling my friends how much I love you still, I’ll stop writing your name, saying your name in my heart, stop looking at the blue sky, use your name as a strength, reason for me to study hard, aiming something so I know how much I love you, I’ll erase your name in every book that I wrote, I’ll stop thinking of you, I’ll stop missing you and I’ll stop loving you. It may take times. Maybe today a second, tomorrow seconds and I’ll forget about you someday.

I promise this is the last time I’ll cry about you. There won’t be next time. So, don’t ask me to stop because I’m starting.  

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