Friday, February 25, 2011

W.H.E.N

Friday, February 25, 2011
W.H.E.N (my short explanations toward my unintentional actions)

-          When I didn’t ask what you wanted to tell me about something, it doesn’t mean that I forget.
It mean that I don’t want you to remember how much hurt it had caused you.
-          When I didn’t ask you how do you do, it doesn’t mean that I stop care about you.
It means that I know how you feel about your life by the looking of your face.
-          When you tell me something and I didn’t give advice or comment, it doesn’t mean that I’m not interested or what.
It mean that I am afraid to tell you what to do because I know how much it hurt and I am afraid to give a false hope. But most of all, it is because, I cant over come mine and I don’t want to tell you what to do when I haven’t succeed in doing so.
-          When we are having fun together and suddenly I’m down, it doesn’t mean that you upset me or what.
It means that I maybe hurt inside but I don’t want to share my burden
-          When I am having fun with other, it doesn’t mean that I forgotten of your existence or I am mad at you.
It mean that it is time for me to forget about something that bother me and I don’t want to hang up with you because I am afraid I might tell you.
-          When you share something and I didn’t share mine, it doesn’t mean that I don’t trust you.
It means that I don’t want to share mine because it makes me more miserable thinking of my problem.
-          When I didn’t help you with home work like dishes, it doesn’t mean that I am not responsible.
It mean that I am busy with something else (way more important than doing dishes) and I will surely feel bad for not completing my responsible. Sorry. .
-          When I went home and leave quickly, it doesn’t mean that I hate being at home.
It means that I hate seeing you. Hate seeing the unpleasant expression written on your face. I don’t you to see me at my weakness because I want to think that I am brave and old enough to controls my emotion.  
-          When I stop telling you or didn’t tell you that I love you, it doesn’t mean that I don’t.
It means that I wanted you to find it out yourself and I am telling you without words. (I will never stop loving you. Time will tell.)


Friends and families, no matter what happen between us, you still have a place in my heart. When you entered that door, forever you’re in. we maybe far in distance but never in our heart. Distance and time can separate us apart but the strongest feeling human being had bear to each other, make us even closer. It is what I called ‘L.O.V.E’


                                                                                                Maxine_ME

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