Saturday, March 24, 2012

Leftover

Saturday, March 24, 2012 0

 

I like making an art from anything that crossed my mind. By not planing what to do and just follow your heart - no, not heart, more to your instinct or what-ever-it-called -, gives you something unexpected. 

 

I choose this pattern because at first, there's only sauce left. For  red suite with heart's shape, so heart it is. Then add some chicken's skin leftover (c ester tu.inda kc abis), which should be as a broken heart but I forgot.hahahahaha. memory ikan emas gitu lo.

Then come to the decoration, the straw I didn't do it on purpose.  Ester  bite the straw until it crumpled that way. She has seldom behaviour of biting things when she has nothing to do, but rare. Then I put it on the plate and tara . .

Well, that's how love works - at least that is how I see it. if you planned to fall in love with someone you'll be happy, but when you let love come to you, you'll be extremely happy. If you planed what will happen during your date, you'll get upset if it didn't work but if it does, you'll have a smile on your face all day long - maybe lasts for few days. But if you just put trust(whatever you think is important) in yourself, and let it go with the flow, it will amazed you - which can drive you crazy and unable to sleep. kali la.  


well, recently, or I should say, just now, I  was listening to cover songs and Boyce Avenue stole my heart. .^^ Siuk tahap dewa laba. If you notice, my songs are Boyce Avenue's. XD
Bah. .enough


~Maxine

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Really?

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I never knew u r such a cry baby. I don't do judging. It just I never 


knew that side of yours. We are not even a close friend but I 


crushed on you few years ago and it didn't even fit the picture. 


Who am I to complain? Hey, you got the wrong idea. I accept you 


the way you are. We're friend, aren't we? It just, knowing you as a 


fragile person changed my perspectives toward other just by a 


glance on their appearance. You seem strong in action but still you 


have a fragile heart. Don't worry, I still respect you like I always 


do. I'm proud of you. Smiley


 The thing is, it stab me knowing that I know you little, 






which mean I don't have the right to  admit I'm your friend. Haiya. .Smiley







* tis silly matter do upset me. Smiley
other wont understand it, but I treasure every relationship I've made. and you are one of the precious one. Smiley

Monday, March 19, 2012

Own

Monday, March 19, 2012 1
I love looking at nice photograph. Here are a few of pictures I captured myself and edited it with texts - not just   
any words but nice quotations. 










M.A.R.C.H

It been a while since I wrote anything. Well, recently, I envy friends having such nice and romantic relationship. I’ll be lying if I say “I don’t hell care”. I envy not because I have no one but because I forgot how it to be madly in love is. All I remember are the pain, jealousy and hatred – only the hatred came right after breakup – never falls in love with you best friend If you wish to be his/her friend still. Well, I do want to makes ‘us’ as friend but he ignore me like I’m a kind of virus. He thinks I’ll get the wrong idea if he talks to me. What’s on his mind? I accept we are over – even though my feeling remain the same- but it doesn’t mean we can’t be friend. I just NEED to erase his hatred toward me. Why others can be friend after breakup, why can’t we?
FRUST!!

Anyway, I’m attracted to paranormal activities recently. Lemme share a little bit of what I read.
*REMINDER   - don’t keep reading if you can’t handle it. it might come after you or even be part of your dream .


English woman wakes up French

Suffering from the bizarre Foreign Accent Syndrome, a grandmother went to bed suffering from a migraine and woke up with a French accent.
English woman wakes up French %categortA longtime sufferer of migraines, Kay Russell, 49, has always had severe reactions to the infliction with the effects being anything from the inability to move her limbs, to a slurring of her speech.
However since her last migraine, the result has been a constant and unchangeable foreign accent that is unrecognisable to both family and friends.
Doctors say she has Foreign Accent Syndrome, a condition which damages the part of the brain that controls speech and word formation.






(well,there's a case a girl suddenly speak fluently in Chinese and Korea and she had been detected possessed by demon(s). well, I'm not sure about this case.)

Fountain of youth pill

While it may sound like science fiction but researchers believe they have discovered the  ‘Holy Grail’ – an anti-ageing pill that will add decades to our lives.
Fountain of youth pill %categortFurthermore its creator Professor Vladimir Skulachev said it should be available to the public within two years
The Russian scientist from Moscow State University, said the drug works by halting the damaging effects that oxygen can have on the body’s cells.
This would stave off dangerous age-related illnesses thereby adding years to our lives.
The dream of eternal life has been woven into numerous myths over thousands of years. According to legend, the Holy Grail – a cup that was supposedly used by Jesus at the Last Supper – would give immortality to whoever drank from it.

(Problem solve for ageing? maybe)

The girl with magnetic hands

A Serbian schoolgirl has amazed medics with her astonishing magnetic hands.
The girl with magnetic hands %categortTen-year-old Jelena Momcilov has been picking up cutlery, coins and even metal furniture by just touching them at her family home in Zeljusa, since she first discovered her powers five years ago.
Now experts at nearby Nis University have urged scientists to investigate, reports CEN.
“I’d say this is a kind of unknown bio-magnetism. More experts would need to join me and research what this is all about,” said department head Pavle Premovic.

(A little bit weird but my favourite case)

THe LITTLE FAMILY
I was about 7 , Maybe , When i heard of this big deal. I was 7 , so i was always scared and easily tricked. One night i was lying in bed , very much asleep , and the sound of my mom and dad\'s door opening woke me up. My dad looked in my room , so i pretended to be asleep. He goes to my mama ,and tells her im asleep.As normal i was very curious to what they were talking about so the following morning i asked. My mom said she though she heard loud banging in the kitchen , so she asked my daddy to go tell me to go back to sleep. But i already was , so they left it alone. I was still about 7 almost 8 and my sister was about 12 , 13. We were by ourself\'s so we took a shower together. When i was rinsin off she said did i hear something. I didnt so i said no. But then i did. The sound of people running up the hallway. i was terrified. But i thought maybe it was our dog , Hidey , Well no , hes put up in his cadge. It kept repeating over and over. Wheneverwe got out it was over. Nothing.. So about a nother year or so we kept hearing and seeing many things. One day i was sitting on the couch and hidey my dog was in his cadge when suddenly Hidey comes running out. I was looking at him when it happend and u swear something or something lifted up the thing and slide it to where it could open. It must of been pretty stong since how this cage is made out of medel.I am horrifed.Orbs in every picture, Sounds , shadows , And more. I also , (This happend last month) Heard somebody say im here. My mama left to go to get her medicine in spartenburg and i was by myslef. It sounded like my mama. Clear as day too. I also heard jayla , linsey .It was my dads vocie. (Whitch was wiwth my mom). I have always been scared! 

(Merely, just an experinced but still gimme goosebump)

Ghost of a Girl Haunts Burning Building

Ghost of a Girl Haunts Burning Building
Click to enlarge 1 photo
In this photograph taken on November 19, 1995, Wem Town Hall in Shropshire, England can is seen burning to the ground. What the photographer didn't expect to film was the image of a semi-transparent young girl, standing eerily in the doorway. Legend says that the girl is named Jane Churm, who died by accidentally setting fire to her own home in the same town in 1667. She's been spotted on several occasions at the sites of burning buildings, just like this one


(this surely gimme goosebump more)

~Well, it's look like the night is not young anymore and I no longer wish to continue this topic.well, at least I did somehow make you guess and wish to read more. right? 
p/s : don't go too far if it's late night. .

Night!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Empty Me

Sunday, February 12, 2012 0
Empty me, empty night, empty empty empty. 





Like an empty chair










This and that, it upset me. Deeply. I know, the advice I’ll get is, ‘get someone to lend you a shoulder’ – true and no thanks.







"A Warm Heart"






I’m better on my own. This is the time me spending time with myself. Answering every question crossed my mind, healing every wound on my heart, clearing every bad thought which lead to hatred.











"The Beauty of on-your-own"








Sleep is the best medicine I should be taking, better than any other pain killer. 









                                                                      " A Peaceful Sleep"























Next thing you know, the sun shines brightly and little of your worries had been swept away by in your Dream World

 "Golden Sunshine"

Thursday, February 2, 2012

February

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Every times you do something that hurts me so badly, I’ll try to forget about you. Little by little, I stopped saying ‘I Love You’. And each time I do that, I realized how much I do.
Loving you aren't just about ….
  • ·         seeing your smile – which makes me melt each time I saw one.
  • ·          seeing you in your good/best appearance
  • ·       seeing you as a kind person
  • ·       seeing you as a talented person
  • ·       you play the piano and sing my favourite songs
  • ·       the joyous memories we shared
  • ·       me falling in love again, each time with you
  • ·      you having the most beautiful brown eyes
  • ·      you are better than the others


You should know, sometimes

Loving you are about…
  • ·         seeing you without your smile
  • ·        seeing you in your bad appearance
  • ·       seeing your palest eyes
  • ·       seeing you in your bad condition
  • ·       seeing you having a bad day
  • ·       playing and singing my ‘I-don’t-like’ songs
  • ·       remembering the bad memories we shared
  • ·       accepting you just the way you are


Loving you is about loving you.

I love you just the way you are.

Weird, isn’t it? I wonder when I will stop.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

New Year . .

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You never knew how bad it will turn next. But whatever it will be, I’m ready. 


I don’t know what will happen, I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what she capable to do and I don’t know what and how to react when it finally come. 


Yet, I don’t know how and when suddenly, there’s  strength, unknown power inside me that I am sure prepare to see what it will do. I don’t have plan myself, but yet I can endure this. 


I don’t give a damn to a man who doesn’t have strength to resist a bitch - a low class bitch! They can call her angel or what so ever, but I am no blind. 


The fact that they are blinded by her bitching behaviour makes me realize that damn, why did I fall to someone like him. Am I blind, too stupid or what? Perhaps, someday when they finally woke up, I wish to . . . . I don’t know. 


What am I saying? Am I turning into one of them? I don’t wish to. Then, let just make it clear. I don’t know what to do next but whatever destined to happen, I will surely understand it happen because of human’s greatest weakness – sin. 
 
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